A Journey Through Loneliness

Finding our way back to love

This summer I trained in Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique to bring soul regressions/past life regressions into my offerings. The training itself was alright, but the modality and the power of stepping into this work has changed my life and granted me a level of soul unity that I didn’t even realize was missing from my work until now.

When I started giving sessions last month there was a major theme with nearly every person I have journeyed through time with that I have been really sitting with and integrating: Loneliness.

It’s no surprise we are in a loneliness epidemic. Separation has plagued us for centuries and lifetimes due to rejection, religion, politics, colonialism, and other patriarchal war games…but I often reflect on how our digital age, comparison culture, unhealed trauma, along with the massive divide of consciousness are only making people feel more alone in modern times.

Aloneness been a theme for me too in recent years. At this time I am coming up on two years single, the longest I have been single since I was probably 20. I love my own company and being alone, I actually thrive in it, but I didn’t realize how lonely I was, and had been for years (even when I was married), until my retreat last year.

After the retreat was over I was exhausted. I went home with my retreat partner Nicolette to her beautiful children and her boyfriend and was washed over with unexpected grief. I remember sitting in her garden one day crying and saying to her, “what is the point of being able to create so much for people if I have no one to come home to after it is all done.”

I was surrounded by people—I had just finished a gorgeous retreat with 22 lovely women—but had never felt so alone and isolated.